So exciting!

Starting my clean/fit lifestyle and I feel excellent! :) Can't be any happier! :D Just watch and wait for my achievements. Everything will fall into place! ^_^

YOUR OWN DECISION!

JUST BECAUSE IT'S THERE YOU SHOULDN'T FEEL OBLIGATED TO EAT IT. JUST BECAUSE IT'S THERE, DOESN'T MEAN IT HAS TO BE IN  YOUR ARRAY OF OPTIONS! WHEN IT ALL COMES DOWN TO IT, IT'S YOUR OWN DECISION. WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN RIGHT! AND I HATE WRITTING IN CAPSLOCK, BUT GEEZE! LOL OKAY I'll stop, but really! :) It takes almost less than two minutes to devour chips and junk and A LOT of time to burn that off. Ask yourself "Is it worth it?"

Consider things as above to be cute decor! A once in awhile indulgence! Or even chemicals...heck! LOL. On a happier note: I'm feeling a bit better. Feeling like I have myself back. Plenty of goodie blogs coming soon. On make-up and all things beauty related! :) Until then. XO -G

Just another day

Woke up feeling grumpy, went to sleep feeling...weird. I feel as if I have no emotions, yet at the same time am a crybaby. I'm on my period as well, soooo am I PMS-ing? :/ I want to quit my job, I think...

Saw a coupon on doughnut holes and now I want some lol even though I plan on starting my clean/fit lifestyle tomorrow. What is wrong with me? I wish I could stay home from work, lay on the sofa while it rains and just cryyyyyy, but life won't except. I consider myself to be a strong person, but I know right now I'm resembling a weak cock-roach after it's been stepped on. As I sit here blogging to myself, considering no one read my blogs...I just devoured a disgusting sausage link from a ghetto butcher shop with a piece of whole grain bread and mustard and am certainly going to eat a crunch ice cream bar next. I'm really indecisive about my life and who and what I want to achieve. It's crazy how the universe works, one moment you freak out because you feel as if you literally do not know who you are and then the next thing, you find out someone has stolen your identity. Wow. I don't love who I am right now.

L I F E

I'm not happy with my life, I know I'm blessed when I truly think about it, but I don't feel like I have a life anymore if that makes sense. All I do now is stay home and eat eat eat. I've gained 24 pounds and hate it, yet I still eat, eat and eat. That's mainly one of the reasons why I don't go out anymore too. None of my clothes fit me anymore and It's no fun shopping when you're overweight...and short! I'm only standing at 4'8 and am currently 120 pounds. My thighs look like a wrestlers thighs! I hate it! On top of that I've been fighting my mind like mad. I've had a past with General Anxiety Disorder and beat it, so I will beat this too. I feel I've become no fun, considering I don't do anything anymore besides going to work and going out and buying necessities. My boyfriend of five years is beginning to drink and I'm sure it's boring being with me not wanting to do anything. I know this sounds like a depressing blog and I just need to do something NOW! Ugh, how I wish my life would be...

How I wish my body looked like again, just a few minor adjustments to be made here, but I love and miss this body of mine! :(

Hurrah! Hurrah!

Wednesday, May 29th, 2013 11:56 PM

So, today was great! I've finally had inspiration to create my blog, create my Ebay store, and many more things I've been looking forward to do! :) Definitely be on the lookout for my boutique, ladies and gents! :) As stating on how I've been wanting to create my blog considering how much I love to write and all, well there's just SO much on my mind lately! BUT! Before we get into so much, nice to meet you all, I'm Gabriella Rodriguez. :) How do you do? HOWDY? :D